
My name is Ellie!!!
19 years old
white
USAmerican
deeply religious in a 'not going to tell you about it' way
nb/transmasc (he/her) + bi.
mentally and physically ill + nd
lover of old men
classic horror fanatic
emo nerd
straight edge, pro-harm reduction
~ dni / bfy ~Do Not Interact if you- are a terf, swerf, radfem, transphobe, transmed, truscum, homophobe, exclusionist in anyway, anti-mogai, police people's pronouns, etc.- are racist, anti-blm, support alm, etc.- are right-wing, conservative, tr*mp supporter, etc.- are pro-life, anti-abortion, etc.- are anti-science, anti-vaxx, etc.- are a nazi, antisemitic, islamophobic, xenophobic, etc.- i block harry potter/wizarding world fans on sight. if you have a hogwarts house in your bio, you are going to get blocked by me. i don't care if you're 'critical' of the series or 'hate' jkr. you are going to get blocked.- if you like aot, i'll probably block you.- are pro-ship, anti-anti, map, support pedophilia in any way, etc. (including adults selfshipping with minors/aging up minors/aging themselves down. ya'll are nasty.)- are ableist in any way- are pro-ana, thinspo, romanticize/fetishize eating disorders, etc.- are anti-harm reduction, anti-addict, anti-drug user, anti-rx/prescription medication, etc. if you are hate edge/support them i am blocking AND reporting you.- support cringe culture, bully people for harmless shit, flop account, or if you're just gonna hate-follow me- are anti-selfshipping (it's okay to interact if you aren't a selfshipper, just don't be rude to me about it.)- you self-ship with real people (ie; actors, musicians, youtubers.) Celebrity crushes, facecasts, and live-action f/os are fine.- i don't like rpf (real person fanfiction) or real person shipping. i understand that it is an occupational hazard of bandom, so it's not an instant block, but it i do not like it personally. i don't care if you make jokes/shitposts about it occasionally, but if you're really seriously into it, i probably won't follow you. if you try to bring me into it, i will block you. it makes me personally uncomfortable for reasons i am not going to disclose at this time.- are going to try to involve me in emo/bandom related discourse, especially surrounding fall out boy and pete wentz. i will write my own statements on certain pieces of discourse that i find important, and occasionally reblog posts about important topics, but besides that, don't send me hate/bait out of nowhere just for liking them. i post a lot about pete wentz. feel free to just block me if that makes you uncomfortable.- i usually softblock endogenic systems/supporters. syscourse blogs and people who unironically use the term 'sysmed' get blocked on sight. i just don't wanna see discourse about it.- demonize mental illnesses or believe in narc abuse.- i don't care if other trans/non-binary people want to use the term themselves on their own posts, but do not tag my posts about trans pregnancy as 'mpreg.'- you will get blocked if you make jokes about mpreg on my serious posts about trans pregnancy. trans people can get pregnant! don't act surprised when i talk about it.I Will Block You. I block liberally and won't take your bs.I don’t need any of this negativity or hate in my life. Get better, luvs <3.~ Before You Follow ~- I tag all triggers as 'trigger tw' (ie; #blood tw, #gore tw, #food tw, etc.) Just hmu if you need me to tag anything specific!!!- I tag any possible sexual content with '#suggestive' (for text) and '#sexy sexy' (for visuals) for you to block if you are a minor or are uncomfortable with that kind of thing.- 100% okay to tag any of my content as 'x don't look,' etc. Go ham, fam.- It isn't necessary, but i would appreciate if mutuals tagged posts with food and ed related things for me to block.- i don't tag vents as '#/vent' anymore because i got tired of blocking traumacore blogs. i still tag common/requested trigger warnings, such as for abuse, gaslighting, eating disorders, etc. so be sure to block the tags for things that make you uncomfortable/annoyed/whatever if you don't want to see them.- i am straight edge. sometimes i make references to it/my sobriety and i don't always tag it. but i do always tag explicit references to actual drug use/addiction as '#drugs tw' for you to block. i am pro-harm reduction/pro-addict and believe addicts need to be taken care of and given safe and clean resources to carry on their lives just like any non-addict. i am pro-rx/prescription medication because many people, including myself, cannot function/would die without it.- i somewhat frequently make posts (mostly positive in nature) talking about/mentioning my actual irl father, so often that i dedicated a tag to it. if you don't wanna see that, block '#my dad tag'- i curse/swear/cuss a lot, so much that i don't tag it. if that's not something you wanna see, i'd recommend not interacting with me.- i don't tag all caps, again bc i just use all caps a lot.- i try to use tone indicators, especially for clarifications on things like sarcasm. it's okay to ask/dm me if you need clarification on anything i post.- i don't send anonymous asks with my name at the end. i used to, but i have stopped for clarification's sake. if you see any anons saying that they are me, then they are lying. i send asks OFF-ANON for my sideblogs, with my sideblog's name at the end so you know for sure it's me.- i am online pretty sporadically, and am just a very awkward n anxious person in general, so don't take it personally if i take a while to respond to asks/messages.- my original posts are tagged under '#myevilposts' or '#ellie rambles about stuff"- the '#birdhouse tag' is for my system stuff. eventually i might discuss my alters more publicly, but for now i'd prefer not to go too in depth.- i am a self shipper and i now post about it on main. i tag my self ship posts as '#self ship' for you to block. see my self ship info and self ship carrd for more info/tags to filter.
I self ship!!! I use it half as a coping mechanism and half as an outlet for my very real feelings for these characters. I see my f/os as being like my actual irl partners and use self shipping as an outlet for that. Yes, I am delusional about it, and will occasionally discuss that. Also i self ship cuz it's fun lol.
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i tag all self ship posts as '#self ship' for you to blacklist.
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I am SELECTIVE about sharing Donahue and Samuel (Donahue and Samuel are my ocs, but I am still putting them here) romantically and/or sexually. (platonic/familial ships are fine!!) current mutuals are exempt. I would prefer if you asked before gushing to me about them in my dms/asks.I am okay with sharing all of my other f/os, though, but it's fine if you aren't (we could work out a tagging system if you'd like?). I'm a bit more iffy when it comes to dual gushing, so I'd appreciate it if you asked before gushing to me about an f/o we share.
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I am 100% okay with my original posts/content being tagged as 'x don't look, etc.' Go ham, fam.
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i include headcanons about my f/os in my f/o list. it's just my opinion 😜 usually it's a comfort/projection thing. an asterisk next to a thing means that it's canon.
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Some of my f/os have done very bad things!!! I acknowledge this. I engage with media critically. This goes without saying, but f/oing a character doesn't mean I also condone their actions!!!!
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If large age gaps in relationships make you uncomfortable, I'd recommend not interacting, as a couple of my ships do have substantial age gaps. If you still wanna interact for whatever reason but don't want to see that, I'd recommend blacklisting my Herbert, Quincy, and Max tags.
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my tag for self insert stuff is '#my s/is tag'
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my catchall tag for my fankids is '#the babies tag' if you wish to blacklist it.
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As I said in my dni, I do not want anyone who supports pedophilia interacting with me, and that includes adults shipping with underage characters/adults who age up minors/adults who age themselves down!!! I will block you so fast!!! Minors who age up their s/is are fine to interact; that is very different!!
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Please don't interact if you self ship with real people (ie; actors, musicians, youtubers, etc.). Celebrity crushes and live action f/os are 100% okay though!!!!
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(note: i don't take kinning too seriously. it's a psychotic/system thing for me but also it's fun and sillay. doubles are fine.)
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ids:
wilhuff tarkin (sw)
pearl (su)
sherlock holmes (sh)
philip grayson (thtdb)
floyd pinkerton / pink floyd (the wall)
rarity (mlp)
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high kins:
r.m. renfield (dracula)
victor frankenstein (frankenstein, hammer frankenstein)
herbert flay (madhouse)
tiffany (blues) (fall out toy works)
keroppi (sanrio)
lawrence van helsing (hammer dracula)
kuromi (sanrio)
elphaba thropp (wicked) (and, by extension, the wicked witch of the west (the wizard of oz (1939))
harley quinn (dc)
pizzazz gabor (jem (and the holograms))
mark grayson (invincible)
silco (arcane: lol)
norman bates (psycho)
basil hallward (tpodg)
sir john rowan (corruption)
eddie kaspbrak (it)
tk-421 (sw)
spinda (pokémon)
peely (fortnite)
holden caulfield (tcitr)
viktor (arcane: lol, lol)
ella (r&h cinderella, fairytale cinderella, disney cinderella)
sarah williams (labyrinth)
marianne dashwood (s&s)
gumbo (fortnite)
alexandre manette (atotc)
candace gertrude flynn (pnf)
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low kins:
c-3po (sw)
willy wonka (catcf, wwatcf)
albin mougeotte (lcaf)
erik (poto)
anakin skywalker (sw)
jack seward (dracula)
abraham van helsing (dracula)
nick carraway (tgg)
seymour krelborn (lsoh)
wanda maximoff (marvel)
sharpay evans (hsm)
quincy adams (tlgc)
jewel sparkles (lalaloopsy)
the creature (frankenstein)
twilight sparkle (mlp)
fitzwilliam darcy (p&p)
heinz doofenshmirtz (pnf)
allan (barbie, barbie film)
ken (barbie, barbie film)
max thunderman (the thundermans)
armitage hux (sw)
bertrand (waxworks)
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otherkin/conceptkin:
angelkin
catkin
deerkin
dogkin
fallenangelkin
ghostkin
princekin
princesskin
vampirekin